i smoked
I always wondered the smell, the taste, and the feeling after smoking. Finally I smoked. I really really really smoked. (Some of you may not believe, but I did.) Now I know the taste of the cigarette and the smell of cigarette. Also, the bad scent still remained in my fingertips even after I washed my hands several times. The strange dizziness that I felt from the first real pull on the cigarette was actually disgusting me. A couple of minutes later, however, the disgustingness was changed into something different. Something that I have never experienced, have never felt, and will never forget. It must be weird, but not that bad. Actually it was funny funny funny. Shit! Please, somebody stop me!